well well well.

this is such a stagnant blog. so i shall update. tmrw is TUESDAY. and i hope i DUN HAVE AEP. know why? cause i wanna spend my time with you!!! mah dear MAH-BELL! i think i still like to call her mah-bell. it sounds nicer than mabel. hahas.

so how do we intend to spend our time together? we're gonna go walk walk at tamp!! well. nth great. but i haven WALKED for a long time. i only RAN today. during training. speaking of training. GRRRR! i have a bad headache that haven subside now. then my parents ask to eat something they got from malaysia when they went back to visit relatives recently. it's like thick thick de. then they ask me to dissolve the syrup in water. but i ACT STRONG. lol. i say i dun want. so i ate one teaspoon of it. fast and good. so i ate it. YUCKS. WHAT IS IT? i thought it's a SOURCE of potassium, calcium and IRON(what i needed most). i didnt know that they taste like that. LOL. no metallic taste at all. WEIRD.

oh yeah. after tamp im gonna go mabel house to chiong k drama!! so PRETTY PLEASE! i dun want AEP tmrw though i really love it. i just want a rest.

another post to my dearest ____________,

i really love you alot and you are very very very important to me and my self esteem. you are practically my life. i need you in my life. i need you to regain my confidence. i need you to fly and soar high. but why are you sick?

now i cant fly and you're dragging me down. you're PULLING ME DOWN. you're STOPPING me from flying. will you pretty please just get well soon? i seriously dunno wad to do. should i just break your heart and fly later or should i just not break your heart and bear with the pain that you're giving me... IN SILENCE..

so i really hope that you'll get well soon. RIGHT NOW. stop being childish and go against MY WISH. you are my LIFE and i CONTROL my life. GET IT?!

qing ai de peng you, bie xiang wai wai wor. LOL!